this prom is going to be justtt fuzzly peachy.

first the first thing .
 --- Amy and tim are dates.
--------------"Amy do you want to dance.....
 ----------------------*blinks in pitty* *laughs and keeps talking to amber*---
---

second thing.\the most obvious.

----Brayden.
---me.
---------yeah i think that speaks for it self.....

third.

-------des.. "um des can you talk i mean you do have a voice.. noonoo dont kiss your boyfriend i mean at least say hi ... des ug"/ you can never talk to her :P:P:P> hahh
--my bad des hahaha :P:P

fourth . amy's after partyy..

---alcohol......me......amber..............brayden....... this beettter not be a (SETH/ANNA/SUMMER) chrismaca gone wrong !!!! leaving summer for anna ,, and anna for summer :P:P:P jk haha

anyways it shalll be interesting stay tuned and seee michaels nuckkels sweellll.

i feel sick. sick to the stomach.
im losing myself.
im lost.
can you save me.
do you even want to.

 

yeahhh soo the sualt diddnntt go at all to what we wanted. T-HIzzle and A-rad were suposed to be together and Me(slick) and amber the girl ive known for 3 years and am deaply inlove with were suposed to be together. so we came up with this GENIOUS plaN to move in together. we all wanted to and i thought. wow i actually have my life figured out. i was going to be with my babygirl and go to college and become a mechanic and live a good life with her and my two best friends. but since Ammy and tim colided into eachother pet peeves nothing worked out. amy let go of tim and dropped the whole living will all of us. then there goes amber with the whole if amy doesnt move im not moving. i mean its soo understandable im not even mad at that i mean tim and i have always told eachother me and him go where eachother goes. its just the best friend bond.  amber is closer to me in more ways obviously, than tim and i am inlove with her. but she wants to be in elliot lake with amy and things. i mean she does have al and jodie. ugh i just wish i could be more mad because i hate when bad things happen and i cant be mad.. i think im not mad because the separation from the girls wasnt me!.. no offense tim :) you my boy haha . but since it wasnt me i dont have to get mad at myself or blame anyone because it was natural.. just hope no matter what amber will always love me like i love her..

i get all stupid and i apologise. i just want amber to be mine and i finally thought this was a good opportunity well the only one in that case. i wish i could just grab her, look into her eyes give her a kiss on the lips and say baby.. come with me you will never have to be lonely again. and thats it. i wish i had the chance to sweep her off her feet. im soo inlove and i cant say i get nothing back because i do. its just... wish she could pull away from elliot and come with meee... i want her... she should be holding me .. not himm..

but as for amyy hahaha amy you seriously are a character. girl even if its just as friends... between you and tim ...tim is clearly stronger hearted than you are... but girl you were everything he wanted. he isnt perfect to a T. but he is a god guy. and dont get me wrong theres nothing wrong with you at all in any way. just you never know if you dont try and tim was trying.. to hard. but he understands what the mistakes are.hes the same guy he was 2 months ago. but anyways enough on that subject amy you cool ;) tim you my boy nig;).

me im just inlove and lost

amber to set the record straight lol you know i love you and miss you all the time. i understand your situation i just question it because im seem to always be looking for a chance ..ugh im soooo glad you and i havent drifted apart. just always know im here for you.. and mayybe this friend idea of yours:P is the best for right now.

fate well i do and dont.. but what you think is fate doesnt always mean it is.

Why do things have to be soo hardd.  im not the best in the world.. but i can be the man you need. i love you more than anyone or anything, i want to be there for you through thick and thinn.. why cant we be ..

1.) i have to get a job doing tires because thats all i know (daD)

2.) i cant have baths because it costs to much money and its a waste of water (dad)

3.) have to clean my room everyday because only complete idiots live with there cloths on the ground (dad)

4,) should be getting into mechanics and it doesnt matter if i would like to try something else (dad)

5.) should take sinus pills because ill feel bettter in the morning even though i feel fine (dad)

6.) dont be affectionate to the woman i love because she has a boyfriend (everyone)

7.) dont move because im to immature to be on my own. (dad)

8.) meet other people because i could use friends (mom, dad)

9.) if i put  in 9 hours of work a day 6 days a week i should be putting in 5 hours of cleaning when i get home from work (dad)

10.) dont spend money because dad needs it for bills and groceries (dad)

11,) clean cat litter everyday (dad)

12,) vaccuum everyday (dad)

13.) wash a scrub bath tub and walls (dad)

14,) remember to take out trash on tuesday nights (dad)

15.) wash fridge and throw out old rotton food (dad)

16.) sweep up all hard wood floors (dad)

17,) cook (dad)

18.) dont go to elliot because its a waste of time money and you would have to be a complete idiot to go there (dad)

19.) go to work 8am to 5pm 6 days a week except sundays (mazda)

20.) do all dishes was cubboards wash counters and tables (dad)

21.) rake and clean yard
 
22.) dont crack window open because he is on (daD)



incase your wondering the name at the end of the sentences is the person who tellls me what to do

ewell he best trip ive ever had was probably....i dont know. the sualt snt marie . with amber and megan beleive it or not. other than that i never really have fun when ever i travelled somehwere else... :( it really sucks.**

When i get hoem from school or work i liek to put on pj's and a nice TIGHT sweater(gf's swetaer) so i can be uncomfortable all night:) Unless i have somewhere to go righ after school then im more likely to bummy myself up:). But that barely ever happedns i normally liek to stay home and "RELAX" all night watching television...


P.s. watching the Crappyest series ever:) Cant wait till the site is back up:):):

amber lol this seems like the only way to write you without your B.Ray seeing it :P. so anyways i just want to say i cant wait to see you again. i miss you so much and i love you soo much. aww amber i want to be with you soo much its killing me. all i can say is i hope were together again some day. :(L) anyways im gonna go :P take care..

i want you here in my arms soo badd:(.... imuilu talk to you soon.

i just cant get rid of this feeling .. :):):):)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)

confused?? ketsup, ketchup...ketsup...ketchup wich one is the europian one:@/........in other news im feeling greater. better than i have felt in a long time. all thanks to my closest friend:) she has the DoGgy eyes:P...

well i usually um count my eye lashes ,,, now i know that seems hard but beleive me its a huge time consuming thing you know you got to get the mirror and turn at certain angles ... so yeah its cool (H)

instead im goona say that was amy telling me to shut up because amber doesnt talk to me like that hahahahah :P:P:P

hi im doing good right now ,, for some reason amber yelled at me to shut up tonghit and i dont know why she was soo mean but ow well lol, she probably didnt mean to sound or be mean , or maybe she did. anyways just wanted to say som estuf peace out

some people say im a dreamer..a big dreamer
i simply say..hey dreams sometimes come true..

1.)all  seasons of The OC
2.) Bad boys 1    ------------------(not a homosexual movie its will smith and martain lawrence yeah yeah nig)
3.) Bad boys 2 ------------------------(also not a homo movie hahahaha its the sequal haha)
4.) The Dark Knight
5.) The Protector

i think the most important quality in a significant other, is the being able to have paitents with one another. and being able to have the knowledge that the other is worth waiting for